childhood. A feeling of alienation that I learned from having many siblings. A budding desire for approval. An extraordinary obsession with beauty inherited from her mother. I want to see more! I want to pay attention! I want to be beautiful! Days obsessed with sex. The more you decorate, the more self-loathing and humiliation you desire. I'm not really like this ... more! I want to be more tattered and get dirty with semen! This is a helpless female pig woman, but please masturbate.
